点评:I came to Psychonauta Foundation carrying a profound soul wound and a deeply broken heart. Following a relationship that brutally undermined my sense of self-worth and psychological safety, I arrived in the Amazon with the aim of rebuilding myself into the confident, secure and vibrant person I had been before.
Between the ceremonies, the beautiful environment, the nourishing food and the time spent with the wonderful staff, volunteers and fellow psychonauta attendees, I felt myself transform in a way I did not think possible in just ten days.
The medicine reminded me that I am deeply, unconditionally loved and supported by mother nature; that I am part of a whole, complex and beautiful ecosystem, and that the way my former partner chose to treat me was not a reflection of my value. These are things I knew already on a logical level, but the medicine helped to establish a deeply-rooted understanding and true belief in this.
As the medicine worked, I reclaimed a profound sense of inner strength and self-worth that helped to heal the open wounds in my heart and soul until they held the gentle sensation of an old bruise.
This experience has provided me with faith in my own intuition and discernment to protect my energy from being drained in the future, and completely transformed how I believe I deserve to be loved - wholly, safely and consistently, by someone with integrity and a heart as strong and loving as my own.
I'm immensely grateful for this experience and to the staff at Psychonauta Foundation for providing such a safe and welcoming environment to undertake this journey. I cannot recommend it enough and I sincerely hope to return in the future 💛
翻译:我带着深深的心灵创伤和破碎的心来到Psychonauta基金会。在经历了一段彻底摧毁我自我价值感与心理安全感的感情关系后,我来到亚马逊,希望重新塑造自己,变回那个曾经自信、安稳且充满活力的自己。
在各项仪式之间,美丽的自然环境、营养丰富的食物,还有与友善的工作人员、志愿者以及其他参与者共度的时光,都让我受益匪浅。我感觉到自己发生了转变,这种转变在短短十天之内发生,是我原本以为不可能的。
这种药物让我明白:大自然以最深沉且无条件的爱在呵护着我;我是这个复杂而美丽的生态系统的一部分;而我的前任伴侣对待我的方式并不能体现我的价值。这些道理我在理智层面其实早已明白,但药物帮助我在内心深处真正理解并坚信这一点。
随着药物发挥作用……我重新获得了一种强大的内心力量与自我价值感,它帮助治愈了我心灵深处的伤痕,让那些伤痛变成了类似旧伤疤般的温和痕迹。
这段经历让我更加信任自己的直觉与判断力,从而能避免未来的能量被过度消耗。它也彻底改变了我对“被爱的权利”的认知——我理应得到完整、安全且持续的关爱,而这种关爱应当来自一个品德高尚、内心像我一样坚强且充满爱心的人。我深深感激这段经历,也感谢Psychonauta基金会的工作人员创造了如此安全且温馨的环境,让我能够开启这段旅程。我极力推荐这里,真心希望将来还能再来💛。